I’m really hoping that you’re going to listen to me and study as much as you can, like you said you would..

Morokot, I don’t tell you these things because I wanna be a pain in the ass, I don’t tell you these things, like to study non stop, because I wanna be a naggy girlfriend, I don’t tell you to study because I don’t wanna be around you, I tell you to study and I tell you these things because I love and care about you. This determines your future, and I really want you to do well. It’s for your benefit. How would nagging you to study benefit me? It doesn’t, at all, I do it all for you. I want you to do well so you can be happy.

I already feel as if I’m a distraction to your studying, so I feel that the only way I can help is by forcing you to study. I can understand that you want a break, and you wanna have fun on your break, but why not do something productive rather than play games? You complain and say you don’t have enough time to study, yet you’re playing games and such. If you wanna waste your study time by playing games, then play games. If you don’t get the ATAR you wanted or that you hoped for, you really have no one to blame but yourself.

You know what I’m scared of? You might blame me.. Because we’ve spent so much time together when you should be studying.. Then what if this doesn’t end well?

Maybe we need a break? Maybe we don’t.. I don’t know what to do.