So, we had our religion and commerce exam today. The timing was so whack for both of them! For religion, they gave us an hour to write 3 whole sections. Plus was 3 videos, 3 times for one and once for the other 2 videos. Watching those videos took up our freaking writing time. It was so stupid! On section 1, we had to write a stupid mind map about poverty. We had 8 things we had to focus on, and for each write about how it aggravates and adds to poverty. Then we had to write a quote for each, reference it and also write how it relates. For section 2, we had to watch a video on Emmanuel from Xfactor and reflect on it, what ever the hell that means, and then write about a Dixie chicks song that was shown to us. We had to write quotes to do with that too I think. For task 3, we had to choose 4 morality and justice topics that we went over in class (which I wasn't even there for!) besides poverty, since it was already done, find a bible quote to relate it to, explain how it relates and which principle of catholic teaching it fits into..

I got section 1 and 3 done. I literally did not touch section 2. I know it's only religion, but it pissed me off so much! Why would you give less than an hour to write basically nearly 4 essays! I must have written about 800 words (100 words for each point) on my mind map, back and front. The first 3 were fine, but from the 4th up to 8th, I got so lazy, my quotes didn't even relate! Then, I had to rush onto section 3 (assuming it was more marks since it was more lengthy) and I did the crappiest job in that.. I kept eyeing the time, and.. Not to mention the clock on my side is like 5 minutes late. I thought I had 5 minutes left, and I thought I could have at least written some dot points about section 2, and I know I would have gotten at least some marks, but because of the stupid freaking clock on my side, I timed it wrong and I literally couldn't write anything for section 2. Fucking helllllllllll. I'm so pissed off. Stupid timing. Stupid exam. Stupid teachers. STUPID FUCKING RELIGION!!!! I hate being catholic. Doesn't even really fucking matter, because I don't even believe in God. I hope my grade is enough to keep me the Studies Of Religion 1 unit class, because I would kill myself if I had to do bloody catholic studies. ADGHAOLGERASDJHOAFL!~!!! :@

The commerce exam was fairly easy, but the timing for the exam was also whack. They gave us an hour to do an exam that took us about 20 minutes.. The close passage was pretty easy, but I bet I got at least 1 wrong. The short answers were ok, I bullshitted my way through, and for the long response, it was alright too, I could have written more, if I had studied that extra bit. I hope that I keep up my B, since I don't mind, and commerce is one of my worst subjects right now, since last year we had Mr. Shoebridge and he was the easiest marker out, whereas Mrs. Kirkland is probably one of the hardest markers ever, but she tries to be very lenient with me, which is great :)

Whilst day dreaming once I had finished my exam, I thought about last night and what had happened with Morokot and I. I felt so bad.. I just overreacted over something so stupid.. Just because we didn't get to talk, I got upset. The thing is, the only thing that can turn the worlds worst day into the best is talking to him or anything to do with him. I don't care if it's just one text.. I'll be fine for the whole day. But when he messaged me, I was in the gym, in the middle of a Zumba lesson. When I got on the treadmill, I messaged him back, but got no reply for hours so instead I showered and then studied. When I got online, neither of us spoke, and when it was 11, I got off, because I knew that if we started talking, I would have stayed on way later, and I was trying to sleep early. We ended up texting and he said something, but it came off blunt to me, even if he didn't mean it that way. I got angry and I just told him not to worry, and then I locked my phone and put it under my pillow. We ended up having this stupid argument, and I started crying again, cos I was stressed and I didn't want this to happen again.. He kept saying sorry, and each time he said it, it just made me feel worse, because if it wasn't for me, this whole argument wouldn't have happened if it wasn't for me..

I don't get why he stays with me when I'm such a freaking pain in the ass. I don't know why he stands me or even says sorry when it's not even his fault.. I'm such a horrible girlfriend. If it wasn't for me, he might be doing so much better in his studies.. He could be studying everyday rather than talking to me and spending time with me. dsufhiweldskfowjeidklnfs why are relationships so hard.. If I wasn't so selfish, I would end it with him so he could be happier with out me, but I am selfish and I need him. I need to stop being such a bitch to him.. Or he's going to break up with me or something.. :( bleh.

Anyways, after our exams, we had sport. During lunch we tanned and talked about vagina's and pubes LOL! Then we went to westfields for zumba, and instead of doing zumba we did gym, and it was pretty good, especially since I went yesterday and today, and I'm trying to get fit :)

Also, we got our bikini's! Yay! I'm so excited to wear it this Sunday! I took some photos, because I doubt anyone reads my posts.. so I might aswell put it up for memories.. LOL

This one is the coral one :) I love the colour, but it's a bit to fluro in real life, but it is nice :) I like the bottoms better on this one than the zebra one.

This is my zebra one. I like it, but I kinda don't like the bottoms.. I asked for different bottoms, but got these weird ones instead, but oh well.. It's nice too :)

Colour suits me, especially since I'm so white, but it's a colour that would suit dark people too, so when I get tanner, it still suit ye ye.

No idea why but I like this photo LOL. Yeah, I'm finally getting into shape and getting my curves back.

So, yay, they came! Now I don't have to buy another bikini for sunday like I was actually planning to :) I can't wait to go to the beach on Sunday. But it would be like freaking x93274982374987239847389472384923 better if Morokot didn't have work, because this wouldn't be our first time at the beach together, but the first time as an official couple, but oh well :( I'll have to wait until november I guess, since I'll be on 'work experience' and Morokot will have his HSC over by then, yaaaaay!

I'm so sick of school right now. Sick of it's stupid restrictions to Morokot and I. If I'm not studying, then he is. If he isn't studying, then I am. Tomorrow, if he comes over, then we'll both be studying, which is gay. If it wasn't for school, we could just be at home watching movies and chilling all day, but no.. Stupid school.

Anyways, now I have to study for maths and p.e, and I don't even have my maths book. Ugh, devo.